Friday, October 30, 2009

Prison time

The real truth is easier to write than some cryptic bullshit.
The real truth is hard to handle to me. I am not so strong as I wish I was.
I am very weak when it comes to describing all of this.

Friday, October 23, 2009

Open ID

it is a way to authenticate to get into certain websites?
"What is mine? Me, my personality?" I laughed again.
No, when you are fighting and nobody wins, whadya do.
Kill or be killed.
and die.
The Ends.

is this easier

is it easier to get off this way? In my private room? With her.
Silly you. So curious.

Motheriness

new word, worldly tongue got chatting it never matters closed minds, closed head injury. etc. do you really think i would cheat at this honest challenge, and game, oh heh, fuckoff slacker
"You're a slacker" - the Police

Bored

with the secret societies, the minds, etc. went off to have a delusional thought or fifty delusional thoughts, and over it all is
old and delusional thoughts
over it all

Dying

Like a chilean child, whisper in the night.
Sick foul language.
Beer follies, and laughter at the sluttiness.
I love her.
I died die for her.
Just wishing I would die instead of you.
Who is this ? ? ?

Steve Page

Bare Naked Ladies, wow! Good bank.
Thanks, got your money back? Yeah. Laughed. Getting life for free, dying, nothing is new

Wasting my time

Bare Naked Ladies

Lawnet and my girlfriend

it's a secret? I laughed and they wanted free involvement to "bust" people - merchants and peddlers of only illegal drus, weapons, etc. like Tobacco and Firearms, true?
Yeah, USA, we're all together.
Who wins?
LOVE

ANYWAY, my real girlfriend thinks my real girlfriend is crack!
The link is to an article about our police brutally killing an innocent man in a routine traffic stop.

anyway

with friends, enemies, wind and life, there is a simple problem, who wins? Non oh, no one, and i mean no one.

new boy and new girlfriend

thanks google

thanks google
for the blogues
Oneness of God
and the laughter from me about it
all i did was try to ascertain what we're doing
anyway
wait
there's been a slaughter here
eeewh!

crack dealers a case and the guns

involved, 300 cases of schizophrenia and the guns involved
other girlfriend over the CIA
anyway
fuck it
ill just do my time - irony is that the victim is getting victimized the next day
i stole her checks and cashed them then paid her back the next day and watched the government
laughed at all you NSA
laughed with all you PTA
fuckit
ill just do my time - buys to prove something - they are smarter
i feel safer with the crack dealers than Lawnet

Monday, October 19, 2009

afternoon waking

i woke today to the sound of a breath so simple and unconfused
next to me was the woman i love and soon we had fused
do you see i love you more than life itself can see
it is as large as the open ocean and bigger than any sea
sound it drifts to nowhere but my ears and spirits ears
we alone know the truth of love and we alone have tears
as the sound of life it drifts to my ears and she sleeps
this one dear and near and here is the only one for keeps

Monday, October 12, 2009

new way

To blog is on cell. Works fine but slow. Want to shop today for groceries and fun stuff.

Friday, October 02, 2009

Been a long time since I wrote.

It has been a long time since I was even on the Internet.
Man it is a ride out here.
Who and what and how am I and why?
I had been wondering.

Then I met a girl. And it just added questions and satisfied my heart.
Questions, thoughts, answers coming now.

Remember when I wrote the seven hundred page blog about infinite mind?
I worry you'll think I am an idiot only because you may be right but now I am editing, and such on that. Writing a play with several voices - audio play. Not video, just yet.

The characters are like this: Infinity, Finite Aspects of the One God (Infinity's Manifestations,) and then various Earthly roles in history. They may have to include some good, and some bad, but for now it's pretty limited to just human ideas that I will have to develop and assign to people we can recognize. We can call that character the Collective Consciousness of Humanity.
Then there are the personalities of like Saturn, Jupiter, and Mars and Venus, etc.
Plus who knows? It took me two months to write the original free write. Maybe in a year there will be a whole host of characters and a narrator. That will be exciting to find out about, hey?

Ummm, maybe not.
But if so, wire me a note on here and we can talk about it for fun.